Lies that Make Me Bleed

Don't you see the hate in my eyes?
They're all corrupt to the core.
Many of the tears that I cry
are from anger and nothing more.

I'm so sick of all your lies;
I'm trapped in this dark pit.
Now I just want you to die
you fucking piece of shit!

Do you find it funny
that whenever I scream or yell
no one hears my pleadings
to help me from this hell?

Do you find some beauty
in watching my heart bleed?
I cut my arm from memories
of your insatiable greed.

Though I feel emotional pain
my blade creates physical too;
it cuts my skin and pierces veins
yet its better than thinking of you.

As I watch myself bleed and bleed
I can only temporarily forget
these damn memories haunting my dreams
as it finally abolishes ignorance.

I used to think I did something wrong,
that I didn't do what I should have done
but really the truth was all along
the deep hatred was the feeling that won.

It took a while but now I see
this love was never true.
You destroyed my very being
and all I have to say is F*CK YOU!